Monday, July 30, 2012

Is it a mistake?

It had been 5 months and 11 days. She felt guilty.

4 years. She never understood the depth of his love. He loved her very much. Very very much. She knew he did, but never understood. He loved her with all his heart. He was so true to her. She was everything for him. She was the start of his day and end of the night. His worked hard for their lives to start together. He dreamt about it day and night. He had an amazing dream, of them together. He talked about him, her and the beautiful future. He saw her in everything he did, everywhere he went. She was ugly, but his face glowed with happiness everytime he saw her. He told her she was beautiful, she never believed. But she could sense the happiness and excitement in him everytime he laid his eyes on her. It used to be so evident on his face. He used to forget all the pains when he used to see her. He used to tell her everything. Every little detail of his life. He was never tired of her stupidity. He only cared, and cared and cared for her, as if it was the only thing for which he was born. Every moment of his was tightly strung to her life.

And she snapped the thread.... brutally. Without giving him a chance. It was so unfair to him, for she was his life but she made him feel otherwise. If only she also felt the same way about him...

She never understood before cuz she never felt the intensity... she never understood how much she meant to him. How much trust he had, and how badly he wanted her in his life. But now she understands. It aches. It pains a lot. To have hurt a very nice person. A very true person. Its so difficult that its hard to breathe for her. She feels very sorry but that doesnt justify the wrong that she did to him. She couldnt imagine... if this feeling hurts her, and hurts her so much, how would he be now? She is scared and worried for him. She now understands him so nicely, after everything, as she can feel the pain too.

His mistake: Loving her way tooo much.But is it really a mistake?